Anxiously Waiting...

So today is the BIG day.  I've been waiting for this day since I found out we were expecting.  Today is the day we find out the gender of our little sprout... Originally, I thought I wouldn't be able to wait this long.  I thought we would get a 3d/4d ultrasound at 16 weeks.  And originally my ultrasound at my Doctor was schedule for April 28th when I was 17 weeks.  Well my doctor's  appointment got rescheduled and I'm not going  to lie, I was more than  a little disappointed, but Jong and my mom reassured me that I could wait and it would just make it all the better.  Plus Jong wanted to wait to get a 3d/4d until about 26-28 weeks when we would be able to see more of the baby- so I agreed.  


And then after April 28th passed I thought "Oh, this isn't as bad as I thought", but it was still hard because several people I knew that were having babies who found out they were expecting after me found out the gender of their baby before me and that made me jealous.  But I just kept telling myself I could wait, kinda like the little engine who could, "I think I can , I think I can, I think I can..."


And now here we are, The big day, and  i've begun to think  "Do I even want to know? What would it be like to have it a surprise and announce the gender at the hospital when he/she is born?"  But then the other little devil on my shoulder says "Kendall, just do it-you've waited this long, you deserved to know..."  So I guess we'll see what happens in the moment.  I mean both Jong and I want to know, but it's been fun to guess and not know and play around with all those old wives tales...


So stay tuned I guess  and we'll see what baby sprout is,  boy or girl...pink or blue... Because I mean as fun as it would be to wait until the delivery, I really want to decorate with pink or blue, not green or yellow.  And honestly I don't know if I could stand being this anxious much longer....